| Monday, December 12th, 2005 |
| 3:37 pm |
ON DEC 4 I DID SOMETHING I DREAM ABOUT SINCE I WAS JUST A LITTLE KID I GOT THE TITLE PRO WRESTLER WHEN I GOT THE PIN AND THE REF RAISED MY HAND AND MY MUSIC HIT AND THEN DOLLAR GIVING ME A HUG SAYING GOOD JOB MICK I KNEW U COULD DO IT THEN JACK AND EVER ONE CAME OUT AND PUT ME ON THERE SHOULDER IT WAS LIKE WOW WHEN EVER ONE CHANTED I COULDNT HELP TO CRIED YES I CRIED BUT ANYWAYS FOR ALL U STUPID FUCKS YES U BITCHES OUT THERE WHAT DID U SAY HEY I COULD NEVER DO IT UR TOO STUPID WOULD U PLEASE STAND UP AND TAKE A KICK IN THE BALLS BECAUSE HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA I DID IT. IT HURTS DOESNT IT SHOULDNT DOUBT A PERSON WITH DREAMS BECAUSE THERE MORE KICKS IN THE BALLS IF U KEEP DOUBTING ME YAY THANK U EVER ONE WHO SUPPORTED MY DREAM |
| Sunday, December 11th, 2005 |
| 8:52 pm |
HAVE YOU CARED FOR SOMEONE SO BAD BUT U KNOW THERES NO CHANCE U CAN EVER TELL THAT PERSON HOW U FEEL IT ALWAY GOING BE A MYSTERY BECAUSE I KNOW THE ONE OF TWO THINGS SHE WOULD SAY too good of friends or your like my little brother which is crap because i always here that but if i could just get one day with her and grow balls to tell her or in my case BALL she would say those one of two things so i am just going push them feeling aside and hope they go away |
| Saturday, November 5th, 2005 |
| 12:24 am |
i guess being lonely should come natural by know or i mean i am getting use to it i dated this one LP chick put it lasted like maybe 2 weeks its crazy ever one say there always that one person out there for ever body BUT WHY ARE THE 50 YEAR OLD MEN STILL GOING TO THE PORNO BOOTHS think about it its bullshit. I miss MCWA it was excited i guess because we took a bunch of people who had loved wrestling and made it in to a big backyard show it was some fun times |
| Sunday, July 17th, 2005 |
| 7:23 am |
the fear of being alone my whole life which is sad because i throught i would always find that someone people are like just wait the right person to well come yeah this the person with the 5 days relationship but thats ok i guess i can die alone i dont care any more because i am ugly ever one will tell you that i am i am just going stick to my wrestling because it seems that somedays its just fucked up maybe i will find that some one but i doubt it i am just going stay in a little hole in the wall and just die BUT KNOW I AM JUST LIKE THIS PEOPLE BITCHES ABOUT THERE PROBELMS WITH NO LIFE grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrr |
| Sunday, February 6th, 2005 |
| 5:25 am |
all alone again i guess thats cool i am the one that broke up with her. i did it because she didnt feel the same way she said it her self i just wanted to be friends what a bunch of shit isnt it. i wonder somedays maybe well i always be loney will i always have them 5 days relationships. I felt that it wasnt going work out but hey what do i know about a relationship thats right not a damn thing. thats ok thats over now i can find some one better maybe a girl that will actually talk to me or show some that she actually likes me then trying to figure it out.
BABY BOB IS TURING 3 YAY IRIS AND I ARE BAD PARENTS. IRIS IF U READ THIS WE NEED TO BUY THAT DAMN KID |
| Friday, February 4th, 2005 |
| 11:45 pm |
WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH MY GIRLFRIEND TONIGHT OH BOY WAS IT FUN SHE BARLEY TALK TO ME EVEN THROUGH IT WAS A MOVIE,. TRYED SO HARD AND ALL MY FRIENDS TO TRY TO GET US TOGETHER BUT NOW WE ARE TOGETHER WAS IT REALLY WORTH IT. I EVER ONE LIKE GIVE IT TIME BUT I THINK IF WE DID THAT THINGS WILL GET WORSE MAYBE I AM BETTER OFF WITH OUT A GIRLFRIEND I THROUGHT MAYBE HEY I HAD A GIRLFRIEND MAYBE I WONT FEEL SO LONEY TONIGHT OR ANYTIME MY FRIENDS AND THERE GIRLS ARE TOGETHER I WAS WRONG I AM ALWAYS GOING wrestling i think thats the only cure as fucking sad that really sounds bad but hey MAYBE THE 2 YEARS OF TRYING MAYBE SHE NOT WHAT I THROUGHT SHE WAS IF SHE JUST GAVE ME A CHANCE TO KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT HER. |
| Saturday, January 29th, 2005 |
| 8:11 pm |
siting in the corner all alone
ITS FUNNY PEOPLE READ THESE STUPID THINGS AND THERE LIKE WOW HE DOES HAVE A SERIOUS SIDE NO SHIT you DUMBASSES I AM FUCKING HUMAN TOO DUUUUUHHHHHHH U FUCKING RETIREDS AND THEY CALL ME STUPID YOU FUCKING COCK MONGLING DONKEY SMACKING BITCHES. PEOPLE ARE LIKE JUST CALM DOWN BLAH BLAH JUST CHILL OUT BEHAVE WHY SHOULD I WHEN I AM 5O FUCKING YEAR OLD I AM STILL GOING ACT THE SAME WAY I DONT CHANGE FOR NOBODY. LIFE WAY TOO SHORT FOR THESE FUCK TARDS TO TELL ME TO CHILL OUT BE MATURE LICK A DICK. BE MATURE AND BE A STUCK UP GOODY GOODY LIKE YOU. WENT TO THIS PARTY THNGY IT WAS OK I COULD HAD A BETTER TIME IN MY UNDERWEAR WATCHING CARTOONS OR WRESTLING I ONLY WENT TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. I AM THINKING ABOUT GIVING UP ON THIS GIRL THAT I LIKE SHE SO FAR UP HER BOY FRIENDS ASS SHE CAN SMELL WHATS HE GOING HAVE FOR SUPPER. EVER ONE LIKE yeah the girl of ur dreams will come to u and ur be married and have happy live well thats a bunch of bull shit and living a happy live never heard of one u just get old and have old people problems and they stick u in a ground so u can rott THATS NOT VERY HAPPY NOW IS IT NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOO. no one has happy throughts on here its all just like my life sucks kinda stuff on live_journal i dont know LIFE JUST DOESNT SUCK WELL SOMETIMES |
| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 |
| 5:04 pm |
GETTING TURN IS A BITCH. BUT I KNOW SHE HAS THE SAME FEELINGS FOR ME AS I DO FOR HER. BUT WHAT CAN I SAY. HER FUCKING BOYFRIEND IS IN THE WAY EVEN WHEN SHE DIDNT HAVE ONE SHE JUST WANTS TO BE FRIENDS well she never said those words but i know thats all she wants to be. when i talk to her you can be in a pissy mood and then get online and see her name and u just light up because talking to her makes ur day. I just try so hard and wishing she would just give me one chance to prove to her there more to me then just wrestling. I dont want get in in the way of her boyfriend even through I could kick his ass anyway because I know I wouldnt want some one interfering. |
| 2:23 am |
JCW SUCKS BUT SEAN KNOWS EVER THING SQUIRT SQUIRT I KNOW ABOUT EVER THING ABOUT WRESTLING. BULL FUCKING SHIT. JCW SUCKS JCW SUCKS JCW SUCKS JCW SUCKS JCW SUCKS JCW SUCKS JCW SUCKS YUP IF U ASK SEAN HE WILL TELL U EVER THING BECAUSE OH THAT RIGHT HE KNOWS EVER THING
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| Tuesday, January 25th, 2005 |
| 12:44 am |
DO I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A PRO WRESTLE. PEOPLE SAY I AM TOO STUPID TO DO WHAT I LOVE TO DO. maybe there right maybe I will just be that guy siting on a couch wishing i was a somebody. maybe I lost my heart to do they i love to since I was a little kid maybe i can get the girl I want because of wrestling because thats all i do is just WRESTLING THIS WRESTLING THAT THIS THE PEOPLE WHO SAID THAT I WILL NEVER DO IT ARE WRONG JUST LIKE THEY WHERE WRONG ABOUT ME GETING A DIPLOMA CALL ME STUPID CALL ME DUMB BUT I WILL BE SOME THING SOMEDAY THERE ALWAYS GOING BE THAT STUPID TEACHER OR THAT STUPID PERSON SAYING UR DUMB FOR WRESTLING UR DUMB FOR GETTING DROP ON MY HEAD NIGHT AFTER NIGHT CHOP AFTER CHOP BUT JUST LIKE EVER THING ELSE YOUR WRONG. |